How she was introduced to BDSM at Paddles


A newbie’s account of her first time at paddles, how she overcame her shyness… and enjoyed a spanking…Philosopher’s Stone Unturned: An Origin Story

Philosopher's Stone Unturned

I tried to introduce someone to BDSM once.

We were partners on-and-off for three years.  I convinced him, after many months, to experiment with tying me up, or spanking me.  But I was impatient, always pushing him further, needing more, feeling abandoned and unsatisfied when he couldn’t meet those needs.  Basically, I fucked him up so severely in regard to sex I’m surprised he still talks to me.

So you’ll understand if I’m wary of trying again.  But for the sake of everyone intrigued by Fifty Shades, but unsure of themselves, it’s a little selfish to keep all my experience to myself.

Nature vs. nurture is a constant battle, but some things are simply born into people: you’re born gay, you’re a natural athlete, or maybe, like me, you’re innately Submissive.  And I don’t mean light-bondage-and-some-spanking submissive, or even let’s-go-to-a-dungeon-once-a-month submissive, but a hard-core, 24/7, whip-me-till-I-scream, need-it-to-feel-human Sub.

This is…

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About dave94015

interested in alternative relationships, visual artist, erotic romance writer and reviewer of erotica, drug rehab clinic intern - early 30's
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