How #DD can alter one’s mental state… And temporarily cure depression!
I have memories of some of my down times when I was with F. Because our contact and time we could spend together was limited we always did our best to make the most of it. This at times was a bit tricky as extended solitude is often at the core of my demons.
While I always wished for the best and was excited, looking forward to her next arrival there were some days where I was feeling a bit down and could not mentally prepare myself. This was an emotional cluster-fuck as I was angry and disappointed in myself for not making the most of and appreciating the time. I was angry and disappointed in myself for not being the best version of me for her. I was angry and disappointed in myself for not being strong enough to keep the demons at bay. This was good for no…
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