Is it better to want a #bdsm lifestyle than to live it? And what about acceptance of our life situation?

submission to the Wolf


Acceptance is such a volatile perception for me.   As i strive for acceptance, getting it creates a sadness of sorts.

Sir and i had a conversation recently where we were discussing “that happy place” of being in a 24/7 physical relationship.   It was a day when i had been cooking and baking.  i informed Sir that He could never be with me full time because of my cooking.  i love carbs and cheese.  The diet i follow is almost the opposite of what Sir has or should have.  Although i am on restricted calories, i can generally have almost any type of food in moderation.  Sir is restricted on carbs and sugars, at least He should be.   And it’s almost a relationship ender, but Sir doesn’t like cheese!!!!  Seriously?!?  (sigh….)

i have started cooking at home more often and making foods from scratch (cooking and baking are also…

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About dave94015

interested in alternative relationships, visual artist, erotic romance writer and reviewer of erotica, drug rehab clinic intern - mid 20's
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