some insights into the difference between being in a submissive role and a slave to one’s master
This is sort of like a UFC match. For me it is, I decided to be a sub in my 30’s, the babygirl is just fun! But I started as a slave. I know how to serve, how to address someone properly. I thought I left it behind me years ago.
Now, it appears, it’s back. And with a vengeance, that I ignored it for so long. I am still not quite sure how He brought it out? Or even how I embraced it.
The conflict inside is that my sub side, wants to serve too. But being a sub I can say what I need to say, address him respectfully, I’m good to go. Yet, the slave side , wants me to do better, longs for it. I say something in sub talk, my slave side says, ” this is how you should have said that”. I never thought…
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