how a lack of trust could inhibit one’s ability to accept changes…and move on
I have moments when I think it’s completely ridiculous that I write a blog about being polyamorous when I have very little real life experience with being in a polyamorous relationship. J had two other partners very briefly early in our relationship– neither of whom lasted for long, neither of whom was very involved in our lives at more than a peripheral level. I learned a lot from both of those situations but I have never really fully experienced sharing j with another partner. Neither has he shared me with anyone beyond casual dating.
As more time has passed since our last experience with another woman, I have allowed my fears to simmer. And, j and I have become rather insulated. We are comfy with each other. We know each other so well.
How will I feel when j falls in love with another woman? What if it’s me who…
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