Afraid Of The Unknown

how a lack of trust could inhibit one’s ability to accept changes…and move on

Trying to be polyamorous

I have moments when I think it’s completely ridiculous that I write a blog about being polyamorous when I have very little real life experience with being in a polyamorous relationship.  J had two other partners very briefly early in our relationship–  neither of whom lasted for long, neither of whom was very involved in our lives at more than a peripheral level. I learned a lot from both of those situations but I have never really fully experienced sharing j with another partner.  Neither has he shared me with anyone beyond casual dating.

As more time has passed since our last experience with another woman, I have allowed my fears to simmer.  And, j and I have become rather insulated.  We are comfy with each other.  We know each other so well.

How will I feel when j falls in love with another woman? What if it’s me who…

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About dave94015

interested in alternative relationships, visual artist, erotic romance writer and reviewer of erotica, drug rehab clinic intern - mid 20's
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