the author wonders if he should go deeper into submission because it will strengthen the control his domme has over him or should he fight it? How it might not be always “consensual” if one desires a deeper TPE relationship
Sometimes i just wonder what to do.
The trouble is with femdom as I experience it is there is no way out.
There is a real eroticism to another having such control over you that there is nothing you can do about it. But a problem is you never realise you have reached that point until it become inconvenient.
Only when you really wish not to do what the person who controls you wishes, only then do you discover you have lost your choice in the matter.
Once the person who controls you gains the power to induce a form of ‘subspace’ within you whenever they wish, then they have you. It is very erotic to allow someone to have this power. And at first, at least in my case, you start by willingly complying even if you could refuse, simply because complying with what you are instructed and allowing…
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