Should I Just Chuck It All and Walk Away… I Don’t want to

after you break up with someone in your family, should you offer them a way to return or make a clean break? At what point do you cut your losses and “move on”? Can the emotions of a relationship ever be “erased”? Or do we carry them with us and want relief?

apophenias

Today was a good day and a bad day.

I had invited Writer to go for a walk in the woods with me. The leaves are past their peak colors, but still very beautiful. I knew they were beautiful in my head, but my heart felt nothing. (Depression sucks ass.) We ran into my ex-hubby in the woods, who was surprisingly cordial, even building a fire and inviting us to sit by it while he cut wood on another area of land.

Writer paid off his direct debt, and even took a load of his belongings home from my house. I was impressed. I had not expected either of those, as the invitation was meant as purely social.

After he left, I messaged Writer, thanking him because the day was much nicer with him there. In return he asked if I would consider spending a night with him, even if…

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About dave94015

interested in alternative relationships, visual artist, erotic romance writer and reviewer of erotica, drug rehab clinic intern - mid 20's
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